Is a sad day for me... i feel very stress i don kw y ppl go into r/s i also wanna go into r/s... maybe i don kw wad is true love ba... i tot every r/s is juz like normal kissing and hugging and understand the person and kw wad he wan tat call love... maybe i have a wrong thing about love le ba.... wad is love cn anyone tell me? am i a selfish person or am i a person tat ppl hate the most? my r/s i always think i am the best in r/s but i relise i am wrong... i don kw wad is love... although i have so many ex but all nt really treat me good... when need me they will 100% will msg euu but they don need me tat will treat me as idiot... and love to bully me nt happy will slap or ask me for money... i really don kw i cn last long in r/s ma... i really sick of tired been bullied by ppl... i kind to them they use my kidness for fun only... every r/s i really put alot of effort at the end i get back is juz a slap and money... am i a person tat ppl easily give ppl cheat haiz wish i cn be strong but i cnt do it... need someone help.... sign off xia0JJ
