25 April 2011 Today i very lonely... everywhere i go is couple... i see people relationship so lovely i feel sad i don why my relationship is so bad... everyone is so lovely... i really wish my relationship Can be like them... but cant.... wan to cry out but cant people will say i am a person tat love to compare with them... i wish i Can be a person tat ppl love and will treasure me... i don wan to be a person tat people leave me alone and say i am their gf... i really wan a last long relationship... i don wan to be make use of i really have enough.... been kind also wrong been evil also who wad cn i be? sign off xia0JJ