I am back again.... haiz i am such a failure... i say i wan give up on him but i cnt... is it i still love him i am confused now.... although i do paper work i still will think about him although how busy.... he always on my mind... i keep on listen to his song call zhong yu zhuo chu kou... i really miss him i keep dreaming about him... only ytd i gt a bad dream.... . i wan to cry cn anyone tell me wad to do............. yyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i am the last person to kw everythin i really fuck up with my life man..... sign off xia0JJ