16 august 10 i am back again... i don kw y my heart is beating so fast.... i really do miss him.... haiz.... i feel something is missing in my life..... without him i cnt go on my life he is the only one who treat me very well..... but is seem everything has change.... although be already have break up i still keep his thing very well... i don even let go the air of heart shape tat he blow for me cuz i really do love it.... i wan cry it out loud cn anyone tell me wad to do.... he is a very nice guy.... i wish him everyday happy with or without me don worry about me i will be fine.... haiz.... i wan him back now... i am very scared of losing him.... i nw suffering from depression.... really keep on thing about him.... Anyway me and him has game over... i nw try to let go everythin.... hope euu cn find a better gal thn me and i cn find a bf.... TC To: raymond how euu treat me how euu hate me or how euu don like me i forever will forgive euu.... anyway good bye