From ytd incident everything seem has change.... i feel i very lonely...... it seem everything change i become another person that ppl hate, and don like... i wish he really cn come back to my side but i think is too late le.... i have done something wrong tat i shouldn't done... haiz.... he is a very good person becuz he has the patient to repeat the same thing to me for many many time ... don care how fan he also will repeat to me and some time i show attuite towards him he also nv blame me he still forgive me.... y am i so stupid to ask more gt one so good guy infort for me i don kw how to treasure when i lost it thn i kw regret and kw how to treasure it.... haiz i say all here is all too late le i don think i got the chance to see him le... i really love him i cnt forget him i also don kw how to let go and don kw how to face the fact and truth... i juz wan to see him happy nth else... i love the way he smile the way he laugh the way he use to be.... i see him happy i will happy... he sad i will be sad too.... all is too late le... who cn tell me how to win him back to become my bf again.... anyone cn tell me??? when ytd he went off i seat at the bench and started crying the min he went off... i don kw y i started crying i seem everything have relay on him le at times.... i wanted to injured myself but i cnt cuz i promise him i will nt injured myself tat y i nv.... i wish him will be here with me now... all the best to Raymond.... smile every where euu go.... i miss ur smile and i miss the days we been tgt.... sad to say ALL IS TOO LATE LE..... I HOPE THE DAY WILL BE BACK AGAIN..... sign off xia0JJ
