14 Aug 10 i am very sad i don kw y... i really miss him although we break up le... y i cnt forget him he always in my mind who cn tell wad i cn do... and i kept his thing very well i she bu de to let go the air he blow for me the heart shape and he give me the glasses.... i really wish everything will go back to normal but i think is too late le... i have hurt him very much.... i wish he cn come back to me but i kw i think too much.... i kw the answer should be no... if he found a gal tat really he like or love i will bless them i don mind to keep everythin to myself and sorry raymond i not honest to euu... but i have tell euu wad i have tell euu i have nothing to hide euu le... euu tc ok... =] be happy every where euu go... with me or without me is ok i really don mind.... as long as euu happy.... don blame urself is nt ur fault i am the one at fault so don blame urself and i kw this thing will happen but juz i don kw is so early... i really nth will happen to euu not i will feel guity in my whole life and i don wan euu to become another person be who euu are right noe... euu happy i will be happy le... and don worry about me... i will be fine after few days cryin ... ok i always love and miss euu... if euu go NS i still willing to wait for euu... will not find another i really tired le.... wanna let go and give up everything but i cnt i don kw y... who cn tell me??? wad cn i do really cnt forget euu... euu are the best bf tat i really have in my life... and i really don mind how euu treat as long as euu happy... i just wanna euu to be happy...