23 Jul 10 Today i back in blogging... i am thinking am i a noise person or very fan person... y no one like me... cn anyone tell me wad kind of person am i.... who cn tell me??? and fren one by one is leaving me i alone again.... y do i have this kind of life... find them go out somethin say not free... some gt bf le don care aobut me le.... i really feel very very very lonely... cry also no ppl will consel... i really don kw y this will happen to me... is it because i ugly or because i don kw how to doll i really don kw.... if not gt alot of other ppl will ask me for --- than say bye bye to don wan to be fren with me... should i be a person tat nv live in life for very long.... i wish i also cn be pretty like my fren i try my best to lose weight le but still cnt wad else cn i do.... anyone cn tell me???? wad cn i do... i really my sec sch life man and ite life.... or pri sch also cn... wanna smoke also cnt wan drink also cnt wanna go pub also cnt where else cn i go home?? i coming to 18 yrs old le ppl say i not look like 18... do i really don look like ma?? i really don kw... who cn tell me.... i really don kw some ppl say i not muture enough say i am a kid do i really look like cn anyone tell me? plz tell me... i really wan to kw.... anyone tell me.... i don wan to be lonely anymore.... i finally gt fren at the end say bb to me i really don kw wad to do.... plz give me answer....
