19 July 10 I am back.... Today i am so boring cuz i have done all the jobs tat supervisor give to us... now i got nothing to do.... haiz wish i Can sleep now or someone give me something to do..... And i have break up with my bf.... i don kw am i doing wrong ma asking for break up... i tot i Can dahan everything but i cant... and this coming 30 is our 11 month le.... i also wish i Can patch back with him but everything have change... his attitude, behave and everything have change even me also.... before i come lonza everything is fine, but he when to attachment on the same day as me everything has change... he keep on msging me asking me the same question... i did not reply he will keep on sending till i reply.... sometime i don kw wad is he thinking... like last sat he waited as my hse downstairs early in the morning 9.30 am and i don kw till my mom call me than i kw cuz i have already told him tat to meet at otrum mrt station... but he did not listen to wad i say... than i ask him go home he don wan to go home i force him go home thn he go... haiz who cn tell me wad should i do???? i really very tired and stress... i wan to cry i cnt who cn tell me.... and i nv look down on him... he need keep help i will be there when i need help paying the bill he not there and the line i have been paying for 5 months.... he only pay for 2 months that it... who cn tell me who who who.... i really wan to injuied myself cn i really do tat??? who cn tell me??? i really very tired le....
