7th march 09 I miss him I never see him for 1 day le... hahas... Yesterday I went to Tempines find him... Went first time I meet him I a bit scared but after chatting with him I feel happy.... I give him some pattern but he never gets angry he will hold mi very tight will not let me go... I don’t know y when I see him I don’t know y I will cry when I see him... I can feel that I can give him anything that what I can to do... But to my ex I cann0t... A lot of people scold mi that I heartless, inhuman, that y I teat my ex so badly... They all don’t know the truth... If they know the truth they will also scold me say maybe I laying my ex is correct a lot of people say that... He is the first guy to slap me. His mother says I teach bad his son his mother how can say that to me. It’s hurt... I got my bf I feel very bless already. Doesn’t one to find other bf anymore find another bf I feel very tired... My ex bf promise will not make me sad or angry but at the end he every time make me cry I really cannot stand him anymore he knows his mistake is already too late... I have given him a lot of chance he did not treasure me now I got new bf le he jealous. H0pe he will find another gf wish him good luck. I also wish myself with him will be happy forever. I also wish my good friend Emily and nelson will be happy forever... sign off xia0 JJ
